satisfiedsigner: (Normal: pissed off)
Kiryu Kyosuke ✦ 鬼柳京介 ([personal profile] satisfiedsigner) wrote in [community profile] capeandcowl 2009-06-24 07:38 am (UTC)

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SHUT UP.

SHUT UP!

YOU KNOW WHAT? Half of what you just said applies to me too! I DON'T HAVE ANYTHING TO GO BACK TO. If anything, all I have to look forward too is death. The MOMENT I apologized to Yuusei I GAVE UP EVERYTHING BACK HOME. You think I can just keep going if I get sent back? MY GOD WILL KILL ME THE MOMENT HE SEES WHAT I'VE DONE.

Don't talk about loss like you know! DON'T. YOU. DON'T. KNOW. WHAT I HAVE LOST. You weren't alive for Zero Reverse. YOU weren't born in Satellite. I TRIED. I wanted to help my friends, I wanted to make things better for them. I. DON'T. KNOW. WHY EVERYTHING WENT WRONG. IF YOU THINK I WANTED THAT...IF YOU THINK BEING A DARK SIGNER WAS MY FIRST CHOICE...

I don't have anything to go back to either, Ruka. I don't have a family. I. don't. have. FRIENDS. All I have is my revenge THAT I DON'T EVEN WANT anymore and DEATH. I'm a Dark Signer because I lost everything and had nothing left to lose. My life was WORTHLESS. I DIDN'T CARE.

Maybe I can't decide either way. I KNOW I DON'T HAVE A CHOICE. EVERY. DAY. I wonder whether I'm next! AND I'M GOING TO FIGHT TOOTH AND NAIL TO STAY. So that offends you? TOO BAD.

I MIGHT HAVE JUST LOST THE ONE PERSON I--



I never said I deserved it. What I said is I'm not going back. Either I stay here, or I die as soon as I get there. Same. Damn. Thing.


If Yuusei's gone, I won't see him again unless he comes back.

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