[ In a burst: ] I have blasphemed my entire life, I had become steeped in it when I had taken my title! My very status, acknowledging my blood, is one of the deepest of all sins. My duty revolves around murder and suicide, both of which are among the grave, surely damning to Hell were I another. I have worshiped other idols, I seek the protection of the heretical, ones who believe contrary to my faith, ones who will seek to destroy me. I embrace my madness, I will it to take me over and suffocate me! You did nothing, you do nothing to me. You're but a grain of sand to what I live, day-by-day!

You and it. Worthless.