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capeandcowl2011-03-22 10:58 pm
shiromadoushi) wrote in capeandcowl2011-03-22 10:58 pm
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[Voice] Backdated a few hours to just after the conclusion of his log with the Fallen
[[There's something a bit odd with the audio. Maybe it's the utter silence, maybe it's the strange echo, but it doesn't sound like Bakura's at any of his usual places he posts at, and when he speaks, he sounds a bit nervous and tired a the same time.]]
Is anyone good at figuring out where someone is when there's no cell phone signal? Can these be traced when you're outside of the City?
I-- I don't know where I am.
[[Private to Vector]]
I need some help.
Is anyone good at figuring out where someone is when there's no cell phone signal? Can these be traced when you're outside of the City?
I-- I don't know where I am.
[[Private to Vector]]
I need some help.
voice;
...Bakura, you are by yourself in a completely different country and trapped somewhere.
I will come find you.
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It's all right. Ysera's leading everyone here, it shouldn't be too long now before they're here.
[[he gives her a warm smile. He can tell she's worried and really wants to assure her that no, he's okay. See?]]
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Your magic...!
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It's not mine. Ysera left it with me.
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Did this person help you escape?
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And I'm not sure about the light, but this, [[lifts up the elemental]] she summoned. The light might be something similar. I didn't really think to ask. [[a small, almost sheepish smile]]
[Video]
...She only summoned the wind, correct?
Then perhaps...the light...is yours.
[Video]
The light arrived when she did, I'm pretty sure it's her magic. I'm not really sure how her's works, mostly that she does things with dreams.
[[gives a soft smile]] I know mine's gone. And it's all right. I relied on it too much before to protect me. It probably won't come back until I learn to be strong without it.
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Actually...you may be right. As they say, absence makes the heart grow fonder, but in your case, absence may actually make your magic grow stronger once it returns. For you can use it using the strength you have acquired without it.
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[[a slight pause as he looks like he's thinking about something]]
There was a closer friend of mine that was here before who pushed me to get stronger physically. Worked me to the point where I didn't think I could move any more somedays. [[says with a very soft, sheepish laugh]] I think... when he left, I started thinking that my strength had left with him. Even my legs wouldn't work for a little while after.
[[looks down at the elemental in his hand a moment]] Yet Jonah-kun said that I'd spent all my strength helping others. It made me think a little. Even with how much Kogenta-kun pushed me, he also kept me from pushing too far. Even sat on me so I'd take a day off from work. [[a soft, fond smile at that]] I've always leaned so heavily on everyone, borrowing that strength to be strength for everyone else. I never really learned how to stand on my own and for myself. Even with my magic, it was always for others, even when healing myself, and always something that came from somewhere else.
When it does come back... I want it to be from me and able to be for me.
[[a small pause before he gives a small, sheepish smile]] Sorry, I think it's the situation making me run at the mouth like this. Something about sitting on the floor of a tomb from thousands of years ago, I think.
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I believe...you are now able to look back upon yourself finally, and reflect upon what makes you weak, and what will make you stronger.
You are growing up, my dear.
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You may think yourself lost, but...you're headed in the right direction.
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