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Katurian Katurian ([personal profile] goryteller) wrote in [community profile] capeandcowl2011-12-11 05:53 pm

twenty-two. voice.

[There's the soft sound of a heater in the background, a pleasant, continuous hum. Katurian's voice is clear but decidedly subdued, a contrast to his typically frantic nature.]

Aristotle once said that most of humankind is swayed by fear rather than reverence, that they refrain from evil not because it's the right thing to do but because they're afraid of punishment. It gets me thinking about religion more than anything.

[Pause. The faint sound of nails tracing wood. Tapping.]

After all, religion builds monsters to keep people in line. Fantastical beings. Or-- not so fantastical. But of course, I never needed them. I never payed attention to all the monsters that people cowered over in groups behind pews. The monsters described on clear blue pamphlets.

I'm a writer. I make my own monsters.

[Pause. Then, softer:]

There are, of course, quite a few people who don't refrain in the first place. I suppose that's what Aristotle meant. Most humankind.

[More tapping. Drumming.]

I suppose-- [Pause.] Well. I suppose that's it for today.

[Click.]

[identity profile] crucifriction.livejournal.com 2011-12-12 03:51 am (UTC)(link)
[ unsteadily: ]

"And he whose sight is dim to the remembrance of the Beneficent, We assign unto him a devil who becometh his comrade."

[identity profile] enigmaestro.livejournal.com 2011-12-12 03:53 am (UTC)(link)
Azrael. Focus. Do you not recognize something strange about Katurian?
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[identity profile] crucifriction.livejournal.com 2011-12-12 03:56 am (UTC)(link)
He's shunned me. I...

It would be arrogance for me to say that he is ill in his thoughts.

[identity profile] enigmaestro.livejournal.com 2011-12-12 04:01 am (UTC)(link)
I think you mean hypocritical, if we're talking mental illness.

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He called it Lord and Lady. No one calls it that but -- [Beat.] No one calls it that without personal investment. I've been in this debacle with him for months, and he's never called it that. And now he's acting lobotomized. [Beat.] So, you did something to instigate something, what was it?

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[identity profile] crucifriction.livejournal.com 2011-12-12 04:05 am (UTC)(link)
I didn't do anything to him. I'm not the corrupting influence that you are; I only wish him the best, the most virtuous life that there is. You had done something, haven't you? I think I can feel it.

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[identity profile] enigmaestro.livejournal.com 2011-12-12 04:08 am (UTC)(link)
I haven't done a thing to him recently, so back off. [He hisses, waiting a beat.] You're a catalyst.

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[identity profile] crucifriction.livejournal.com 2011-12-12 04:10 am (UTC)(link)
Perhaps your games with Temptation have come to injure you. You screwed up.

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[identity profile] enigmaestro.livejournal.com 2011-12-12 04:14 am (UTC)(link)
I've made deals to protect that ungrateful little psychotic.

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[identity profile] crucifriction.livejournal.com 2011-12-12 04:18 am (UTC)(link)
Stop making deals, blasphemer! You really are a fool.

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[identity profile] enigmaestro.livejournal.com 2011-12-12 04:21 am (UTC)(link)
Falsehood. I've done more good with my words, protecting his hapless hide and that of others, than you've done in a lifetime. You pathetic, empty vessel -- you narrow-minded puppet.
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[identity profile] crucifriction.livejournal.com 2011-12-12 04:24 am (UTC)(link)
I should have killed you when I had the chance. Held your head on the Network, warned everyone what would happen when they cross the grace of God. [ a deep breath. ] I will not forgive you for what you have done.

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[identity profile] enigmaestro.livejournal.com 2011-12-12 04:28 am (UTC)(link)
Would you have? Really? [Snarls!] You thoughtless child, haven't you any idea? My wrath pales before Desire's. It has the patience of eons. You dare threaten me, while it walks this universe? Do you have any idea?

[His tone pitches low, scared. Knowing. Because Katurian had threatened his life once, and Desire responded. Desire never forgave.]

It's not your unforgiving nature I fear.

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[identity profile] crucifriction.livejournal.com 2011-12-12 04:32 am (UTC)(link)
I pity you, I pity those you entangle.

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[identity profile] enigmaestro.livejournal.com 2011-12-12 04:37 am (UTC)(link)
I made you blasphemous before your god. For all your so-called devotion and righteous fervor, it took nothing. I reached inside a concept beyond you and pulled.

Who's the pitiful one, Michael?

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[identity profile] crucifriction.livejournal.com 2011-12-12 04:45 am (UTC)(link)
[ In a burst: ] I have blasphemed my entire life, I had become steeped in it when I had taken my title! My very status, acknowledging my blood, is one of the deepest of all sins. My duty revolves around murder and suicide, both of which are among the grave, surely damning to Hell were I another. I have worshiped other idols, I seek the protection of the heretical, ones who believe contrary to my faith, ones who will seek to destroy me. I embrace my madness, I will it to take me over and suffocate me! You did nothing, you do nothing to me. You're but a grain of sand to what I live, day-by-day!

You and it. Worthless.

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[identity profile] enigmaestro.livejournal.com 2011-12-12 04:47 am (UTC)(link)
[Relishing the word:] Arrogance.

Arrogance built upon falsehoods and lies.

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[identity profile] enigmaestro.livejournal.com 2011-12-12 04:56 am (UTC)(link)
I don't parade myself as a god, Michael! I have no designs to be godlike.

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[identity profile] crucifriction.livejournal.com 2011-12-12 04:59 am (UTC)(link)
You and it made me feel like that!

And, [ he says this carefully. ] I am still more powerful than you are by far.

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[identity profile] enigmaestro.livejournal.com 2011-12-12 05:02 am (UTC)(link)
Falsehood. I'm connected to Desire and it's the most powerful being immediately present.

And for the record, I didn't pull on anything you didn't already embody.

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[identity profile] crucifriction.livejournal.com 2011-12-12 05:04 am (UTC)(link)
It was minor. It wouldn't have emerged otherwise.

And your connection will not end well, I promise this.

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[identity profile] enigmaestro.livejournal.com 2011-12-12 05:10 am (UTC)(link)
[quietly:] I know it won't, Michael.

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[identity profile] crucifriction.livejournal.com 2011-12-12 05:15 am (UTC)(link)
Those around you, those who are blind enough to love you would suffer.

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[identity profile] enigmaestro.livejournal.com 2011-12-12 05:17 am (UTC)(link)
Stop.

I'm going to save them all. I'm going to save them all, and they'll thank me and I'll have won. I know the risks, the costs, the sacrifices. I know how humanity is valued.

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[identity profile] crucifriction.livejournal.com 2011-12-12 05:19 am (UTC)(link)
As you'd say: Falsehood.

The only things that will win would be it and Lucifer himself.

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