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Katurian Katurian ([personal profile] goryteller) wrote in [community profile] capeandcowl2011-12-23 11:11 pm

twenty-three. voice.

[Katurian sounds tired and frail. His voice carries its usual tremor.]

As a human being-- like all human beings, I make a tremendous amount of mistakes. A tremendous amount. I'm not a role model. That isn't-- That isn't something I could say.

[Vocalizing those words nearly kicks his breath away. Pause. Then, feverishly:]

I wanted to apologize for the state I found myself in this last week, a state in which-- in which many of you saw me, and I wanted to let everyone know that it was my fault. I thank you for your concern, I really do, but the most important thing for any of you to know is that it was my fault. And I don't want pity, that's never something I want, even if it seems like a very easy thing to give, even if it seems like I deserve it, because I don't deserve pity and I don't want it either. That doesn't mean I deserve to be treated like shit, g-granted, I don't want to see anyone using that as a fucking excuse, but I-- I'm--

[He catches himself. Breathes.]

But I'm all right.

[Click.]

voice

[identity profile] formidophobia.livejournal.com 2011-12-24 04:59 am (UTC)(link)
That's all right. You can talk about whatever makes you comfortable, Katurian.

I'm not trying to hurt you.

voice

[identity profile] formidophobia.livejournal.com 2011-12-24 05:30 am (UTC)(link)
It's hardly entrapment, I've just told you I'm not.

I'm just pointing out that it was a traumatic experience. And it does help to discuss them. Ask Edward, if you don't believe me, I know you value his insight.

voice

[identity profile] formidophobia.livejournal.com 2011-12-24 09:26 pm (UTC)(link)
We share many things, and have a considerable history.

You could say Gotham's sons and daughters are closer kith than most.

And I know he sees value in you, or he wouldn't sound so irritated down there. Don't squander that.

voice

[identity profile] formidophobia.livejournal.com 2011-12-28 02:21 am (UTC)(link)
Do you know how many friends Mr. Nygma has?