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Katurian Katurian ([personal profile] goryteller) wrote in [community profile] capeandcowl2011-12-23 11:11 pm

twenty-three. voice.

[Katurian sounds tired and frail. His voice carries its usual tremor.]

As a human being-- like all human beings, I make a tremendous amount of mistakes. A tremendous amount. I'm not a role model. That isn't-- That isn't something I could say.

[Vocalizing those words nearly kicks his breath away. Pause. Then, feverishly:]

I wanted to apologize for the state I found myself in this last week, a state in which-- in which many of you saw me, and I wanted to let everyone know that it was my fault. I thank you for your concern, I really do, but the most important thing for any of you to know is that it was my fault. And I don't want pity, that's never something I want, even if it seems like a very easy thing to give, even if it seems like I deserve it, because I don't deserve pity and I don't want it either. That doesn't mean I deserve to be treated like shit, g-granted, I don't want to see anyone using that as a fucking excuse, but I-- I'm--

[He catches himself. Breathes.]

But I'm all right.

[Click.]

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[identity profile] enigmaestro.livejournal.com 2011-12-29 02:49 am (UTC)(link)
Your name is meaningless to your parents, they simply picked one from a book of names.
acahellyeah: (maybe he has a steel plate)

voice;

[personal profile] acahellyeah 2011-12-29 03:01 am (UTC)(link)
... That's okay, I like the name "Andrew" a lot more than "Walter" anyway.

voice;

[identity profile] enigmaestro.livejournal.com 2011-12-29 03:15 am (UTC)(link)
Coddling is only going to encourage his delusion, Katurian. You have hands-on experience with that, don't you?