You might not see him coming until it's too late is what I'm worried about. I can't back out now, anyway. Just don't think I don't care about you, okay, because I do. I may be shitty at showing it -- no, I'm absolutely shitty at showing it -- but I really do.

[ there's a pause. he absently smears gamzee's paint a little more. ]

You were right, though. I don't really know jack about how to have a healthy relationship. No more than anyone else. I guess I am a terrible moirail.