Too much too much too much | Voice

[caprihorn]

[Starting frantic, caught somewhere between despairing and enraged this comes out of Gamzee's mouth faster than a hummingbird's heartbeat:]

-need him right now. _{Can't fuckin' wait on this shit,} but motherfuckin' can't find himself anywhere. _{Ain't nowhere, nowhere round here.}

And the shit in my pan ain't got to stopping. _{Just keeps repeating like it up and did before.} Don't want hear nothing about this war no more. _{And this} motherfuckin' brother needs to get at out of here. _{Motherfuckin' spreading his blasphemy as hard as he all can.} Needs to up and die.

_{Shit, shit,} motherfuckin' shit this needs to get out. _{Last time things got on repeating like this up and murdered a lot of peopel} and can't be doing that. _{Can't let Karkat down with that shit.}

[The tiniest bit of a pause before he adds in a higher voice that sounds like its about to scratch out walls:]

The motherfuck does it mean by _{We have to bring war to the City.} But we have to make the imPorts provoke a war, first?

_{Why the motherfuck would that all matter when we've up and done that shit before?} Why's it all repeating up in my pan?!

_{Fuck this nosie,} fuck all of it, _{even the shit that comes before these two fuckin' things.}

Get it the motherfuck out, _out out _out out!

[There's a thump and it sounds like someone's still yelling, but they're not exactly standing for it.]

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[caprihorn]

_{The fuck's a brony?}

And this motherfuckin' juggalo kid needs to stop making noise up at in my pan. _{Motherfucker's gonna regret being born.}

[ex_engineers208]

Depressin' is what it is.

Jugga―aw, forget it. I got that crap kinda-sorta volume down. Telepaths, am I right?

[caprihorn]

[He is too angry and out of sorts to really understand him too well, whoops.]

Saying a telepath is up and doing this? _{That motherfucker's dead}

[ex_engineers208]

[ very, very frantically: ]

Naw, naw, I mean they―they help, just. I dunno what's doin' this or that friggin' thing with the bus.

A-and... I still don't know who the hell's the queen.

[caprihorn]

Fuck, wish I all could get one of them motherfuckers to all help. _{Don't think I got one that'd -}

[Snarling and growling.]

Motherfucker's earning a visit for his friends. _{And what the fuck's a queen doing with this shit?}

[ex_engineers208]

I don't. All a' this is just―friggin' nonsense, I don't...

Maybe a' England? Somethin' about her needin' tech o-or. What was it?

[caprihorn]

Think nonsense would be better than this noise this ragepeddler's got.

[ex_engineers208]

Maybe if y'take a nap it'll all go away, o-or. Sleepin' pills?

Lots?

[caprihorn]

_{Sleeping ain't an option when he's missing.}

And I ain't touching motherfuckin' poison you all need to stop getting on suggesting that shit.

[ex_engineers208]

It ain't poison it's medication, stuff's legaaaah whatever.

[ beat. ]

There's gotta be a way.

[caprihorn]

_{Finding himself is the fuckin' way.}

[ex_engineers208]

I don't even know what that means.

[caprihorn]

Just _{there's a bro of mine who I can fuckin' talk to} who can get my calm -

_{Shut the fuck up!} Why is that motherfucker in with the rest of this shit?

[ex_engineers208]

W-well, if he'll make y'less crazy-like y'oughta, then.

Sorry for, uh. Your pain?

[caprihorn]

_Yeah, yeah I all fuckin' need himself.

[ex_engineers208]

Don't sound that hard a' a fix. Where's he?

[caprihorn]

[Just going to say he just had his talk with Ghost, so after a heavy pause]

_{In another fucking place that sounds real dangerous like.}

[ex_engineers208]

Uh.

[ long beat. ]

Aah, shit. Maybe that's where―see, I lost a coworker a' mine.

[caprihorn]

Lost.

[Low, low tone there.]

[ex_engineers208]

We were there and I was gone and I was back and he, he was gone.

[ quietly: ]

Oh, god. Oh god...

[caprihorn]

[Trying to power through his anger, he still sounds snarly.]

_{Is he a good fuckin' fighter?}

[ex_engineers208]

[ and he's slightly taken aback. ]

Y-yeah? The guy can handle himself with his claws tied behind his back, it's just―it ain't―Fair.

[caprihorn]

Might be doing motherfuckin' alright then if he's with Ghost and shit.

[Might be saying this more to comfort himself than anything. If Karkat's with more good fighters maybe he'll stand a better chance wherever he is, God he just doesn't know what's going on and he wants the best.]

[ex_engineers208]

I dunno.

[ exhaling, he looks down at his hands. nervous. ]

Any a' that stuff on loop in your brain interestin'-like?

[caprihorn]

_{It ain't worth repeating besides that shit about the war.} One part's just annoying.

[There's no pause here, but his voice is so different in its volume of rage it might make him seem like a different troll.]

_{The other shit's not got business existing.}