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[tothecloud.livejournal.com]

I-I don't want to go home anymore!

I won't go.

I can't go to a reality where I turn into that. I can't. I can't.

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[ Private :: Vision ]

[tothecloud.livejournal.com]

But Trauma's so different now-- that means I could change into something really different too! Something horrible.

I don't want it. I need to change it, or never go back at all.

[ Private :: Abby ]

[my-names-jonas.livejournal.com]

You were always capable of growing into someone different. You still are. Whether those changes are home or here, change is a part of life. You will adapt to new scenarios, and there is no need to be afraid of it.

[ Private :: Vision ]

[tothecloud.livejournal.com]

I don't even like me right now that much-- but I'd rather be this dumb blond with a stupid power than a killer.

That's so wrong. I was scared of becoming that before I even got here.

[ Private :: Abby ]

[my-names-jonas.livejournal.com]

Taking a life is never easy to deal with. If you were neutral to it, I would be concerned. But it is not easy for any of us.

Unfortunately, there are times when it cannot be avoided, when the way of least harm can only be achieved through harm. Would you prefer to let fifty civilians be murdered, or to eliminate the threat?

[ Private :: Vision ]

[tothecloud.livejournal.com]

I-I don't want to think that way.

I mean, I know the Skrulls are supposed to be the bad guy, and that it's probably good I'm killing them, but...

It sounds like the future me doesn't feel anything when she pulls the trigger. She doesn't feel anything.

[ Private :: Abby ]

[my-names-jonas.livejournal.com]

First of all, I doubt that she is truely killing the Skrulls. They are extremely hard to kill, as their capacity for regeneration is equal to or exceeding Wolverine's.

Most likely, she does not feel anything when she shoots, but she would feel it afterwards. They are killing Avengers, and they mean to subjugate the planet. Please understand that what she - what you do is necessary. If you are not there, things could turn out infinitely worse.

[ Private :: Vision ]

[tothecloud.livejournal.com]

But Trauma said. He says I shoot them-- with adamantium bullets. I shoot them and it doesn't bother me.




Are you saying I should become her?

[ Private :: Abby ]

[my-names-jonas.livejournal.com]

I am saying... that you need to do what is best, first for you and then for everything else. Your potential future self believed that that was the best course of action. With the understand that might not be your world and your future, you need to have trust in yourself.