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[tothecloud.livejournal.com]

I-I don't want to go home anymore!

I won't go.

I can't go to a reality where I turn into that. I can't. I can't.

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Private // Abby

[deadthenred]

This is gonna sound insensitive of me, but like I said, I've been thinking about it for a while. I don't normally do a good job of cheering myself up, I guess.

But I don't think it matters.

Maybe there's nothing we can do-- hell, maybe I'm gonna get myself blown up tomorrow and wake up all cozy the Soviets. If the future's set in stone, there's nothing I can do to stop it.

But if there's another way, you're sure as hell to find it by trying to do the best you can, day by day. That's the only right way to go about it. Shit-- I've done a lot already, and not all of it's been pretty-- but I know I did the best I could've at that moment. That's all a person can do.

Anyway, if it makes you feel better, I'm twenty-one today, and by all accounts that's something I never got to outside of this place. So maybe there's hope for us both.

Private // Bucky

[tothecloud.livejournal.com]

I want to think that there's hope too.



Thanks, Bucky. I know it's hard to talk about.

Private // Abby

[deadthenred]

Well, hell, we've both gotta stick around long enough for you to teach me how to play Halo, right?



Really, 's'not a problem. The hardest things are the right things, some of the time.

Private // Bucky

[tothecloud.livejournal.com]

Definitely, no matter what, I'm teaching you how to play Halo ASAP!

At least there's that, right?