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Katurian Katurian ([personal profile] goryteller) wrote in [community profile] capeandcowl2011-12-23 11:11 pm

twenty-three. voice.

[Katurian sounds tired and frail. His voice carries its usual tremor.]

As a human being-- like all human beings, I make a tremendous amount of mistakes. A tremendous amount. I'm not a role model. That isn't-- That isn't something I could say.

[Vocalizing those words nearly kicks his breath away. Pause. Then, feverishly:]

I wanted to apologize for the state I found myself in this last week, a state in which-- in which many of you saw me, and I wanted to let everyone know that it was my fault. I thank you for your concern, I really do, but the most important thing for any of you to know is that it was my fault. And I don't want pity, that's never something I want, even if it seems like a very easy thing to give, even if it seems like I deserve it, because I don't deserve pity and I don't want it either. That doesn't mean I deserve to be treated like shit, g-granted, I don't want to see anyone using that as a fucking excuse, but I-- I'm--

[He catches himself. Breathes.]

But I'm all right.

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[identity profile] sh-consulting.livejournal.com 2011-12-28 11:01 pm (UTC)(link)
[And he'll take the re/misdirection when it's offered.]

Glad he was effective. He did ask to be put to use, if the need arose.

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[identity profile] enigmaestro.livejournal.com 2011-12-28 11:02 pm (UTC)(link)
You like to keep your network wide and varied, it seems.

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[identity profile] sh-consulting.livejournal.com 2011-12-28 11:06 pm (UTC)(link)
[He doubted very much that Charles would allow him to cut him out of his network no matter how hard he tried. But.]

It's imperative to know what's available. Import or no. One man can't specialize in everything.

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[identity profile] enigmaestro.livejournal.com 2011-12-28 11:13 pm (UTC)(link)
I'm not about to disagree, I assure you. But telepaths, well, there's an interesting invasion of privacy argument there, wouldn't you say?

Or perhaps you wouldn't. After all, not everyone has earned the right to privacy.

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[identity profile] sh-consulting.livejournal.com 2011-12-28 11:21 pm (UTC)(link)
It has its uses.

But I don't advocate it. You asked, I merely answered.

Projecting my thoughts unwittingly is more than enough.

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[identity profile] enigmaestro.livejournal.com 2011-12-28 11:25 pm (UTC)(link)
You're learning to control it, I'm sure?

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[identity profile] sh-consulting.livejournal.com 2011-12-28 11:31 pm (UTC)(link)
[And if this was voice, he would sound bitter.]

Slowly.

I imagine attempting not to think would be just as difficult for you.

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[identity profile] enigmaestro.livejournal.com 2011-12-28 11:36 pm (UTC)(link)
I code my thoughts. Riddle them, you could say. It's a useful trick, when one lives in a world of casual telepaths and magicians.

I could, perhaps, help you in such a regard?

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[identity profile] sh-consulting.livejournal.com 2011-12-28 11:39 pm (UTC)(link)
[There's a long, long pause.]

I could see the potential.

[And another.]

Why the generosity?

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[identity profile] enigmaestro.livejournal.com 2011-12-28 11:41 pm (UTC)(link)
A favor for a favor, Mr. Holmes. You helped Katurian, after all.

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[identity profile] sh-consulting.livejournal.com 2011-12-28 11:49 pm (UTC)(link)
[A favour that he had been planning to keep in the bank, just in case, but...]

I see. I'll admit your offer has its advantages.

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[identity profile] enigmaestro.livejournal.com 2011-12-28 11:52 pm (UTC)(link)
[As Eddie assumed. It's much more pleasing, to him, to have the favor on his own unique terms.]

You could work without the trouble of having people know your mind. Having criminals see what you see.

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[identity profile] sh-consulting.livejournal.com 2011-12-29 12:07 am (UTC)(link)
[It's a couple of minutes before he answers. It's something he could learn himself, eventually, he assumes, but not without a large amount of trial and error... and annoyance. And letting Edward teach him would also mean Edward would be equipped to unravel them...

...But the chance to see into how Edward constructed his puzzles was a little too much to pass up.]


No need to sell it to me further. I accept.

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[identity profile] enigmaestro.livejournal.com 2011-12-29 12:18 am (UTC)(link)
Lovely. Then we should make meeting in person a habit, wouldn't you say?

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[identity profile] sh-consulting.livejournal.com 2011-12-29 12:27 am (UTC)(link)
I'll leave my calendar open. When should I pencil you in?

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[identity profile] enigmaestro.livejournal.com 2011-12-29 01:07 am (UTC)(link)
I have appointments until the fourth. Politics, you know.

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[identity profile] sh-consulting.livejournal.com 2011-12-29 02:47 am (UTC)(link)
Politics? No. I really don't.

The fourth it is.

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[identity profile] enigmaestro.livejournal.com 2011-12-29 02:48 am (UTC)(link)
Good. Are you above coffee shops? We have to meet up somewhere relatively civil, at least at first.

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[identity profile] sh-consulting.livejournal.com 2011-12-29 02:51 am (UTC)(link)
I've always been partial to caffeine.

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[identity profile] enigmaestro.livejournal.com 2011-12-29 03:10 am (UTC)(link)
You're a man who likes his stimulation.

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[identity profile] sh-consulting.livejournal.com 2011-12-29 03:20 am (UTC)(link)
Anything to advance the work, Edward.

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[identity profile] enigmaestro.livejournal.com 2011-12-29 03:21 am (UTC)(link)
You don't mind the dependency?

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[identity profile] sh-consulting.livejournal.com 2011-12-29 06:36 am (UTC)(link)
People don't seem to mind the human dependency on food.

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[identity profile] enigmaestro.livejournal.com 2011-12-29 06:41 am (UTC)(link)
The two don't quite equate. Anything unnecessary to basic survival is considered additional -- and in excess? Addiction.

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[identity profile] sh-consulting.livejournal.com 2011-12-29 06:44 am (UTC)(link)
And my work is my survival, and stimulation necessary to the work.

I get enough lectures on my health from other corners, Edward.

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